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Thursday, July 30, 2009

WTF wtf wtf wtf wtf
SO so so angry !
AAAAHHHHHHHH !
i tot coming home early can rest.
but what is this ?!
more sadness more angryness more hatred !
ahhh !
i'm so sick and tired of this.
how long must i tolerate this ?
i'm dread of acting like a mute.
why is it that everything i do in ur eye is all wrong ?
so what if it is wrong ?
i nv ask for ur concern and i nv ask anything from u b4 !
so who are u to say me when u wasn't with me for so many yrs ?
u didn't set a good role for me to learn what.
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww !!!
i feel like spamming vulgarities !
i wana screammmmmmmmmmmmmm !
Kill me please !

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Wednesday, July 22, 2009

comm session.

The wound keep flowing out the yellowish fluid.
so disgusting !
I think i need coffee every morning.
keep falling aslp during work.
Today went sleeping room to nap for awhile.
then i cant wake up.
my body cant move =.=
so scary.
but i still carry on napping .
LOL .

Oh i forgot talk about the comm session ytd .
Alot of great speaker.
I feel so honoured to be able to attend. (:
we had a break in between
and there is buffet !
MINI CHOCOLATE ECLAIR !
Freaking nice ! =D
i ate 6.
but i still want ! =(
not enough.
and i wan eat red bean bun !

Lot more company event coming up i guess .

What is the next event for me to await ?
i mean personal one not company .
Ahh ! BTT ! i booked already ! =D
during august .
hehe !
but i haven't really study .
hmmm...

Alright chaox ppl !

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Tuesday, July 21, 2009

suay

so dumb so stupid so dumb so stupid !
so dumb so stupid so dumb so stupid !
so dumb so stupid so dumb so stupid !
so dumb so stupid so dumb so stupid !
so dumb so stupid so dumb so stupid !

I fall on the road today.....
Didn't notice the step was so low.

And i just fall on my knees.
..............

I hope there wun be any scar ! =(((((..

And then i miss two buses .
miss first bus so took train instead
Got down the train miss another bus .
so suay luh !

Totally moody....... :(

Can u jus fcuking dun talk to me ?
i nv ask for any comment for my fall can ?
what is that laugh for ?
what is the comment for ?
it make u feel better this way ?
i didn't ask for ur concern so just shut up !

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Short hair !

Cut and rebonded my hair on saturday !
to the length that is a little longer than shoulder.
i totally dun look like mingming already !
AHAHAHA !
I look like little girls luh . =(
i dun wan !
Anyway i didn't regret cutting it .
i duno why .
maybe the phobia of cutting hair is gone .
hehe !

My Boss couldn't recognise me
He tot i'm new staff !
and a colleague totally didn't notice it is me =.= .
lmao !

And Eileen tok rebond her hair on the same day as me !
but we were at different salon .
haha !
My hair is nicer luh ah tok ! =p
Meet up with her ytd.

eh duno why her eye look weird so i cover it . hehe !
so nice of me . =X

Over exposure !

Gg to corporate building to attend comm session.
think will be back to office in late noon i think ?
hahaha !
have been falling aslp during work .
think i need coffee . hmmm ..
big eye bag . Zzzz .
ok i shall slp early .
this is written on 1am but to be post on 3pm.
cos i jus post baibai's photo.
haha !
so GOOD AFTERNOON PPL !

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BaiBai.

Hi !
introducing my sister, BaiBai.

isn't she cute ? =p
Omg . big eye bag ....

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Thursday, July 16, 2009

Working

Currently at work .
so bored ~
have been doing the same banner thingy for three weeks .
omg .
hope they can decide by this week.

so bored so tired so sleepy and so cold.
i need more rest.
but might be working tonight .
hmmm .

i wana eat my non bake cheesecake !
*yawn*

Kevin the 7zai is not my 7zai lar .
my 7zai very happily slping at home.
haha !

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Sunday, July 12, 2009

krow

Didn't take much picture during work.
This is the only picture of me tt i took during work .
with felina's no degree spec.
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Plain jane (:
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The fully wrapped up looking sick 7zai.
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my plain and no life desk.
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The very pervertic looking uncle that is loitering at the bus stop every morning looking at girls and will smile to himself looking very happy.
Disgusting ! OMG !
The sight of him turn me off =.= .

still i dun have the sian feeling when gg to work.
jus that i duno what to wear !
LOL !
there is more for me to discover !
*wink*
i miss the super nice hor fun behide my workplace.
its freaking delicious !
hahahaha !
i should ask them to go eat tml .
hehe !

Ah ! i so wana see clar's botak head.
he is always with his long hair.
actually can imagine how he will look like .
but jus wana see !
And ben, waikiang and boon's botak head !
hahahaha !

The green bean soup mum cook today is freaking nice.
so sweet ~ =D

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Saturday, July 11, 2009

whine.

A chat with meimei ytd brighten up my mood a little.
Called her a whine a little.
and she is like u wana do this not ?
then ah u do that lar.
haha . so funny .
Even though i know its always happening and i have always been saying the same thing.
But i jus wana whine lar .
haha !

And then ytd weien called me .
when i was semi aslp while watching tv.
so tired that i dun rmb what did we talk about.
Lmao !
something like wana meet out or something .
he told me i jus keep saying i'm tired then in the end no conclusion .
hahahaha .

its so cold everyday in office.
my hand is always freezing .

go makan liao .
byeeees

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Friday, July 10, 2009

Tkd tragedy

Found it found it.
kevin jus send me !
http://www.tnp.sg/news/story/0,4136,207249,00.html

Omg .
This is so saddening...
Upset for the death.
And the one that sparred with him wun be living in peace too.
I wonder how he gonna go through this.
A kick that he launch killed someone.
I bet he wun carry on with the sport.
The phobia he gonna have for the rest of his life.
haissssss.........
:( ........

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Thursday, July 9, 2009

Eat sleep,
Eat sit,
Eat sleep,
Eat sit.
i can predict a fatty MingMing coming out.
LOL !
Anyway,
I promise i wun slack during training . =X

but huh .
i scare my butt will become bigger and bigger .
will it ?
cant possibly ask me stand up and do my work right ?
hmmm....

PA tournament for this weekend is postphoned .
so saddd...
awwww.....
Due to a incident happened last week.
i'm not sure what happen
all i know is this student brain dead after getting a neck kick during sparring competition.
check through the website.
cant find any news.
they stop ppl from publishing it or something is it ?
but kevin say he saw it on newspaper ytd .
weird...

Ahhh !
everyone gg NS.
Jared went in ytd.
ben, clar, hao gg in late in the morning.
izu went in on 07/07 .
who did i miss out ?
change phone with mum.
miss out alot of them i guess . =X
OMG BOTAKS !

Saw zisheng on guofeng's bbq.
he look funny !
i couldn't recognise who is tt person from far.
hahaha !

cant wait for the monthsss to pass....

i found something cute when i was doing research today.

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there are alot more but i didn't save it .
hehe ! so cute !
Good night !

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Saturday, July 4, 2009

New start.

Booo !
Finally have time to update.
so tired this few days.
i duno why i'm soooo tired but i cant fall aslp.
from monday to friday
have been slping at 2am and waking up at 6.30am.
duno how i manage to pass through during work.
Jus like tt lor ...
LOL.
Work is still ok.
i wouldn't say its great because i jus started for a week.
but the program the have sucks.
no photoshop ! =.=
colleagues still ok.
There is only 6 person in my department so i only mingle around with them
or the AAs from other department.
(AA- administrative assistant)

We laughed in the agent's room till i had stomach ache.
topic is about the nursing room.
very funny seriously.
Excursion in coporate building.
Super cool ! look so high class.
There is gym, pool table and foosball !
too bad not in the building tt i'm working.
but the building i'm working at have PS3 to play.
and a sleeping room !
cool isn't it ?

Monday went home straight after work.
the bus journey make me feel so uncomfy.=.=
Tuesday meet up with eileen for retail therapy.
Wednesday went training.
Thursday headed to shiwei's grandma funeral.
Friday went training.
And i had i super long slp last night.
like finally.
But at first
I fall aslp with my com on and woke up to off it.
so i didn't reply anyone in msn. u know why ah . haha .
then mum wake me up in the middle of the night and ask me to charge handphone. =.=
i opened my eyes a little and was too tired to reply her.
cos sis-in-law took the only samsung charger at home to genting with her.
but she left a usb charger for me.
opened my eyes at 8am but dun feel like waking up.
and finally woke up at 11am.

had some retail therapy online.
and update blog.
didn't meet them to buy guofeng's present =X
heading down to guofeng's bbq soon.
Roller blading again !
oh, i didn't mention about tkd's bbq.
anyway, best part was the 45min of roller blading.
HAHA !

Tomorrow grading !
hope i can rmb all taeguek.
once again wish me good luck ! =D

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Wednesday, July 1, 2009

Hatred...

Bad start on the second day of work.
Damn.
Seriously nonsense...
Spoiled my mood totally.
Felt so fcuk up.
Why u wana do it and then try to salvage it.
Trying to make urself feel better ?
U will nv understand how hurting it is.
The humilation u had given.
The discouragement u had given.
The hatred u had given.
There is nv a answer to all the questions in my head.
Perhaps there isn't any answer.
I jus have to get out of it......

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